Bleed black

I am exploring the inside
I find it desolate
I do implore these confines
Now as they penetrate me
Recreate me
I'm hovering throughout time

I crumble in these days
I crumble, I cannot find reflection in these days
If you listen, listen close
Beat by beat
You can hear when the heart stops

I saved the pieces when it broke
And ground them into dust
I am destroyed by the inside
I disassociate
I hope to destroy the outside
It will alleviate and elevate me

Like water flowing into lungs
I'm flowing through these days
As morphine tears through deadened veins
I'm numbing in these days
I know what died that night
It can never be brought back to life once again, I know
I know I died that night
And I'll never be brought back to life
Once again, I know

If you listen, listen close
Beat by beat
You can hear when the heart stops
I saved the pieces when it broke
And ground them all to dust